Before you (I mean there MUST be at least one person reading this no? Please please please let there be. Well I’m mail the link to a few. So I rest assured that there indeed is a YOU reading this) go “Hey wasn’t there another one with the same title down there somewhere,” let me say that indeed there was. (Of course I am again assuming that YOU have read that one too. Man do I have a super high opinion of myself ? Well who hasn’t? Even the people with the lowest self esteem have that like “Man I am the worst. There is no one as bad and suck at more things than me. But I have so much potential. Why did it all go wrong and I ended up here.” See first the person thinks he/she is the best at being the worst and then there is the other thing.)So how many bad days do I have? A whole lotta. Loads and loads of them. In fact I actually think that there are just a few not bad days. For me the good days, I mean the really good ones, are so few and far in between that you (or anyone else interested) can count it on your fingers, as they say, says the guy who hates clichés and saying and I am not sure if count on your fingers is a clichés. But the “far between” that I mentioned are so very far between that I actually don’t remember them. Doesn’t sense make huh? Well neither do I so that’s that. No need to try and understand what I say. No one does actually. So don’t feel left behind. You’re not unique. Like I am. Ehe.

Anyway. There are moments when good things happen to me or I feel good. Much more than the number of good days that I have. But they are preceded or followed or both by not so good stuff. So a bad moments laced by a few good I count as a bad day. A spot makes a good cloth bad no?

So now that I have established that you really don’t want to ask me about my day as it probably won’t be good plus I will take about an hour or so of your oh so bloody valuable time explaining all that I have just said and more, let me get to the topic at hand as to why THIS one got typed. Not that the other days do not deserve a place in here. I HAVE composed some of them in my head. The big bad lazy ass that I am. I never actually got to starting them. And what makes today different is that I got some time and actually got started. And I am blabbering so much and getting bored and a lil tipsy wispy the likely that I will finish this seems not so good.

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